| || Written by:
christina ann kroyer |
When I was a kid I loved it because I could Imagen anything I want and no one could stop me from pretending even if they said it wasn't true I didn't care because I believed I was given spacial imagination powers and when i started pretending about something it became real and as long as i never told anyone about my powers I would have them forever. And i thought Everyone else did have the powers when they were my age but lost them by telling someone and now they have to be board all the time.
I'm sure not all my memories are what really did or didn't happen but it feels so real to me and I don't want to for get because I fear the day will come when i wake up and cant remember anything because of the ECT's I had for 5yrs. And even after 2yrs without them I still can't remember my kids growing up. I feel like my memories is getting worse because I can't remember things that I seen or did but worst is not remember conversations and plans i talk about but then forget.