YVONNE CECELIA MACK [YVE]

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YVONNE's Story > Chapters > I CANNOT BELIEVE HER!

"WHY ME MAN, DAMN!" 

 

Date Range: 01/01/1978 To 01/31/1984   Comments: 9   Views: 8,022
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What the hell is that poking me? I thought is was a stick, I really did.  "A", whats that?  I ask.. "nuttin". I continue watching tv. "Move back on the bed" "why"? I ask... Just move the fuck back! He yelled. Now my heart starts to pound! Did he just curse at me? I start to turn around and my hair is pulled .What the...Before I know it I'm flipped on my back and my cousin is on top of me spreading my legs. OH>>>>MY>>>GOD! I mustered up enough strength to damn near kick his ass off of me! I almost made it off the bed but he grabbed me again by my hair, this time tighter. That shit hurt, my hair was nappy as hell back then and hardly combed. For the second time in my life actually heard my heart beat thru my chest until then. I actually heard my heart, not felt it , heard it. Adrenalin must have been surging like a mutha f'ker. All the while I kept wondering to myself what in the hell his black ass was tryin to do. I knew nothing about sex but I knew a naked person meant something bad. He grabbed my arm and twisted it behind my back, I thought my arm would come out of its socket. Now I was pinned, all I could do is say stop and what are you doing? He kept insisting that I knew what was going on. But I didn't. I felt him pulling off my underwear and I rememberd being embarrassed beyond belief. The fear was there but I was soooo embarrassed. He got on top of me and started to try to insert himself. I couldn't breathe, I just couldn't breathe. The stabbing pain was unbearable,I cried and cried and begged for him to stop but he wouldn't. It seemed as though all my strength was seeping out of my body and things began to go in slow motion. Finally just when I thought it was over he flipped me over and entered from behind. THAT pain cannot be measured by anything made by human hands. Am I going to die? Yes I am....God make it quick, I wanna go to heaven. Stop! Stop! He gets up, leaves the room and I hear water running. I try to move but can't. My right foot feels funny, my stomach, back 
and head hurt like hell. Did he leave? I don't hear anything. I can't breathe thru my nose, it's all stuffed up. Somebody help me, where's my sister? Oh she's at Grandma's house. Is someone there? OH no it's him again. "Get up and use the bathroom"! "I can't". Just leave me alone.....please. "Get up and go to the bathroom"! I'm crying and crying. A slap hard on my face....he's squeezing my face trying to put himself in my mouth. I clench my teeth real hard, he squeezes harder and I feel a POP! Throbbing pain now racks my jaw...it's dislocated. I don't know that yet but thats what happened. After all that don't you know that bastard still put himself in my mouth? Yes that f'ker did. I threw up until there was nothin else to throw up but stomach acid. My throat was raw. With a couple of threats and warnings he was out the door. I layed there for hours I believe. I peed on myself and the burning sensation from the urine damn near made me hit the ceiling. When is my Mother coming back? Do I hear singing? Maybe the angels are coming to get me. I wonder what they look like. I'm naked I need to cover myself before they get here. My Mother is going to be real mad because I'm in her room in her bed. Maybe I should try to get to my room. Ow! I can't move. Whats wrong with my foot, or is it my toe? Why is my ear  ringing? I hear someone, OH God its him again! Yvonne! Yvonne! Why are all the lights off? I hear my mother asking someone. She enters her room and turn on the lights. They hurt my eyes. How long had I been laying there? "What ...the....fuck"! She rushes over to the bed, looks at me in disbelief.....covers me. I hear someone else in the hallway, I began to cry. My mother does love me, she's going to kill that black bastard (he looks worse than flavor flav) ! She goes into my room and gets some clothes. She comes back with  a friend of hers. Her friend starts to cry and scream "who did that to her"? "who did that to her"?!  I try to talk but my fucking face is killing me. My mother asked me if "A" did this to me and I shake my head yes. She tells me that we gotta go get my lil sister. What? I know she's about to call the ambulance and the cops. She leaves the room and returns with a towel and some washcloths. The washcloths are wet, she begans wiping me from head to toe. I am in so much pain. Theres dried blood everywhere. Whats that smell? She asks me if I shitted on myself, I say no, she says yes you did with a look of disgust on her face. She sits me up while I 'm screaming in pain. Shut the f up! Let's go and you better not tell Ma (my Grandmother) that "A" babysat you. Huh? How come she doesn't want anyone to know what the f'ker did? We're headed for the door, I can barely walk. Her friend is helping me, I think her name is Joyce. She looks  at me with sad eyes. I think she wants to help me but she's afraid of my Mother. I'll tell my Grandmother when we get to her house, she'll help me. I know she will.



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Jul 2008
Greta Schäfer said:
posted on Jul 16, 2008
I was hoping

That this story would not lead down this treched pathway. Your mother shoudl have protected you and I'm shame on her.


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Aug 2007
Olga Pinashova said:
posted on Jul 17, 2008
Did he

ever get in trouble for this??? My god I hope so! I hope he went to jail for what he did to you!!


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Aug 2007
Megan Caufield said:
posted on Jul 19, 2008
Yvonne

I hope your next story is how he is in jail.... but usually they don't end like that do they. He ought to be though. I'm sorry that happened to you.


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Jun 2008
Cindy Graham said:
posted on Jul 20, 2008
You are still here for a reason!

You are very courageous to share your story and your pain! I have never experienced anything like this....until your story! My heart was there and is still with you now! God must have a bigger plan for you! Don't lose your faith! Hold onto it tightly! You are strong! Please, do finish your story! I'll be thinking of you! Sincerely, Cindy M. Graham-Vaught


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Aug 2007
Kimberly Johnson said:
posted on Jul 20, 2008
I agree with Cindy

you are a strong, strong woman as is evidenced by your writing.


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Aug 2008
Myka Piereonini said:
posted on Oct 10, 2008
oh msn

That guy should be strung up by his nuts (or have them chopped off). Excuse my bluntness but for god's sake, kick him where it hurts so he'll never do that again. Listen, I'm flat broke right now, but I would totally help you if I could. So for now, I'm going to give you the only thing I can: good karma for your book. Somehow I don't have any doubt that you are going to do it; you of all people. Tell me where the fish fry is and I'll be there :)


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Apr 2008
YVONNE MACK said:
posted on Oct 10, 2008
Myka

girl u crazy! send ALL that Karma my way! thanks girl!


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Apr 2008
YVONNE MACK said:
posted on Jan 03, 2011
cousin "A"

actually he never did jail time, as with mny families where I come from. they hide their family secrets. He did pass away about 4 years ago, too bad, i really wanted t o kick his ass.


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Aug 2007
Brian Childers said:
posted on Jan 03, 2011
sick

He's burning in hell right now, no worries.