This is a true story of faith. In 2007 round about February or March, I gave my life to Christ. It was one of the greatest things that I could have done.
For years now I wanted to write a memoir telling women that they were not along. Meaning: I suffered in silence for 38 years. I wanted women to know they were not along; meaning those who suffered from, rape, being molested, abuse, addiction, depression and sickness.
However, I could not write this book because it causes me so much pain. But it was heavy in my heart to write it. I later learn that God places ideas, dreams and desires in our heart. I also had this strong and knowing feeling to write the memoir. On top of it all I know that God told me to write my memoir.
So, I wrote God's Masterpiece, Suffering in Silence. I told the world every thing about my life and all of my dirty secrets. I was able to write my story because God heal me of the pain that I suffered from.
I did not send my manuscript out to traditional publishers; I decide to self-publish it myself: not through a self-publishing company either.
God's Masterpiece, Suffering in Silence was publish and release in 2008 and since then nothing has happen; I have sold a few books, but gave many away. I have not had any reviews and yes I sent my book out to reviewers. I am told that book reviewers do not like self-publisher. And I am seeing that to be true.
Since then I have written another book and a goal setting journal. The Mortgage Sidekick, a mortgage companion guide and Rewrite, Restore, Renew You, a goal setting journal for everyday life style including goals to help you over come low-self esteem, low-self confidence and depression.
I never had a dream or believe in me; because of the pain that I suffered from, until God healed me. It's been 3 years and small things have happen but nothing big, well what would seem big to the world.
To me I have seen the big; the greatest things that happen to me were that I was healed. That I have dreams, ideas and I am inspired. I have hope, trust and faith in God. I share this with you coming out of my new book and I ask you; can you trust God when nothing is happening.
It has been 3 years and nothing is happening but I trust God more than ever. I did not have a plan B, only a plan A. I know most of you all would of have had a plan B, but to me having a plan B is saying that God will not be faithful to plan A. Plan B tells me that there's an if and with God you cannot have an if, you cannot have a plan B.
I am grateful, and proud of what God has given me the power to do. With no help but His, I have written and published 3 books, dreamed dreams, inspired and touch lives. There is more to come from me and yes God will establish me and lift me on high. I will wait on the Lord; for my faith is in Him.
He is a faithful God; He will never leave nor forsake us. It is so simple; all we have to do is just trust in Him. God loves us so much that it hurts Him when we are not living life to the fullest. All I can say is watch out world you have been worn.
My name is Cynthia Braboy, I am the child of the most high God and I am great.