| It Has Been A Rough Year |
I am adding this additional chapter to my introduction, because after I initially wrote the introduction, it was very difficult to come back to it and try to make sense of all that I have experienced through the various stages of my life and the trials that I have endured or overcome. I wish ...
| The Birth of Charles Leonard Wiggins |
The story has already been written for awhile on my blog "From the heart of Praise, Prayer and Perseverance. 0; Here is a link to that posting, Below are the pictures of the blessed event.
http://fromthehea rt-dotwigg.blogsp ot.com/2008/03/an other-2-prayer-re quest-answered.ht ml
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Darlene's Story > Chapters > Thoughts of the day and pass
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I have notice through the years that I have strange dreams of yesteryears. There is something magical is my pass. I notice that when I watch King Arthur and all the ways that people were treated back then I feel that in some cases I feel the same way. In the movies they show that some women had great respect from there husbands and I feel the need for the same respect from people today. I dream of seeing a unicorn and flying on a pegasus. I am not a god or even pretend to be because there is only one GOD. I know that movies are just fanasies and made to dream. I guess I have fallen into their dreams of being special and being treated like a lady instead of how people treat each other in todays society. The world has gotten so far out of hand that now men & women are treated equal and it is hard to dicide if you are a man or a women. Dreams feel so real at times, I remember when I was about 15 I fell asleep on the couch and I dreamed that someone or something was trying to take me and it felt so real and I made myself wake up finding myself looking around in hopes that I was not acting out my feeling out loud and there were no one around, I would have been so embaressed. I use to dream of flying or falling from the heavens. Some of these dreams are still going on today. I know that I am not the only one who dreams these things. These dreams do make me wonder if there are such things as reincarnation. There are so many people in the world today that it makes me wonder where are all these souls coming from. My whole life I have avoiding things that might have been good for me but I run away from happyness and I do not understand why. I am afraid to be with someone so I put myself in the place where I do not meet people. I stay at home and take care of my mom who is bedridden instead of putting her away so I can be with others. I know this is a lonely world and maybe I will learn something from this or I will become more bitter because my mom has 7 kids still alive and I do not have any help. God is here with me but I have such a sinful pass that I sometimes am afraid to talk with him. Strange the things that you thhink of when you are alone.