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Charisma's Story > Chapters > Road Whore

"I hate you" 

 

Date Range: 1991 To 1998   Comments: 3   Views: 11,848
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I hate you. I hate the fact that you make everything ok. I hate it when you understand how I feel and don't have to put it into words. I hate how smart you are. How you have changed your world and are a better person for it. I hate when you laugh with a little snort. I hate it when I feel better after talking to you. I hate when I remember what it felt like when I heard your welcoming voice on the phone. I hate how you know the exact words to say to me. Without effort you say the perfect words. I hate you. I hate the fact that you love me unconditionally even after I hurt you or made you angry. I hate how you've forgiven me even when I know I can't take anything back. The hurtful words that are out there in the air. I hate you for making me excited to talk to you again and wanting more. I hate the anxiety I feel when I think about you. Or is that excitement? The rush in my heart? I hate how we can pick up where we left off. How I helped you without knowing how I did it and now how you are helping me by just listening. I hate that I don't want to end the call. I hate how I want to hear over and over again how you love me. As a friend. I hate that I missed out on so much with the time lost. I hate how weak I am when it comes to you. I hate how I can't hug you right now.

I hate you.

I love you.

Thank you! My wonderful, beautiful, amazing friend!

I MISS YOU!!!!   I'M SORRY!!!



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Member Since
Jun 2008
/ ' said:
posted on Aug 04, 2008
I don't know what

to say to that. I hate you too.


Member Since
Aug 2007
Antje Wilsch said:
posted on Feb 04, 2010
"Troy"

how is your arm, friend?


Member Since
Oct 2009
p. bernard leclerc said:
posted on Feb 05, 2010
Broken winged fairy

That's a lot of hate - let it out.