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"I AM WOMAN!" 

 

Date Range: 01/01/2010 To 12/31/2010   Comments: 8   Views: 14,749
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I’m back! 

 

On shift.  Can you believe it?  When will it ever end?  It’s all good.  Never you mind.  I was on dayshift for a while.  4 -10’s. Monday through Thursday.  Isn’t that the perfect schedule?  Sweet. That’s why you haven’t heard from me in a long while.  They keep me busy on dayshift, no time to play around.  And of course my duties at home are forever compounding.

 

We lost 3 techs (maybe more?). One moved into another department, another went to a different company, and the third became a supervisor.  So I’m moving up in the seniority list, have a couple new people under me now.  However, I’ll be on swing shift for a long while.  I’m looking at the positive side.  I’ll get more “me” time when I work nights. That means more writing!  Yeah!

 

But it’s very possible that I may be slotted for a project. This would allow me to works days for a short duration.  That’s going to be exciting!  They are cleaning up the Spent Fuel Pool.  Boy, does it need it!  I saw the camera underwater while they were initially setting up and everything looked like the Titanic underwater.  All covered with dirty slime. 

 

I like it when the Reactor Maintenance contractors come back.  It makes me nostalgic for the road.  It kind of brings me back to life.  After drowning month after month with the same old routine here at work, these guys are pretty exciting.  It’s a two-edged sword.  They tend to be cowboys when it comes to getting the job done and they sometimes don’t want to follow the rules.  They can do no wrong and of course can get away with it.  But I like the work!

 

I do love my job.  I like the people I work with.  I have an identity here.  I’m not Mama or Honey.  You know?

 

I get so fed up sometimes with my Hubby.  It’s still the same ol’ deal.  Whenever I work nights or weekends the house is a total wreck.  It literally beats me down. I’m a mess inside over it.  But I clean up and don’t say a word.  I did speak up a long time ago, but it’s just wasted words.  Things never change. 

 

When I do go out with my one and only friend out here, which I hardly ever go out and we never go to the bars.  I mostly go to the movies by myself just to get out of the house sometimes.  But when I want to see my girlfriend for an evening my husband asks me to not make it a late night only a couple of hours.  Come on!  Do I need a curfew?  Am I that bound?

 

I do come home fairly decent sometimes, most of the time I call my husband and say I’m going to be a couple hours more.  It’s not fair.  I shouldn’t have to do that.  I should be allowed some freedom.  Anyways, I’ll come home and wouldn’t you know it there are open dirty diapers on the kid’s floor.  And I mean several as if he was accumulating them all day.  He never does it any other time when I’m home.  He throws them away properly then. How childish can he be?  He knows that it really really makes me mad.  I don’t say a word but pick them up and spray the room with disinfectant. WTF!!!!!!!!

 

Only when I go out with my friend.  That’s it.

 

One of these days, I’ll stop myself from picking it up and I’ll leave it there for the dog to chew up and shred to pieces.  One of these days…..POW to the moon!!!

 

But I love my husband!  I don’t want anything bad to happen to us.  I need to work on US!  I found my answer.  Yesterday I was confiding in someone and this person told me how I ooze sexuality.  He said that it comes out of my skin and from everywhere!  WOW!  That was ……………………….what can I say?

 

Well, it made me think.  And I have my answer to everything!  It is my gift and I’m going to use it as a tool.  Not as a weapon.  Normally, you would think that people would say that God is the answer and I should go to Him first.  Well that’s true, but a little sex doesn’t hurt right?  So since our sex life is pretty much non existent I am going to change that.  I am going to instigate and pursue this more often.  I’m going to get a handle on this and rise up and shout I AM WOMAN, HEAR ME ROAR!   Haha,

 

 



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Member Since
Oct 2009
p. bernard leclerc said:
posted on Jan 22, 2010
Roaring woman

I wouldn't roar too loud around your husband, sounds he may be of the jealous type.  Certainly, you should have your freedoms and not be tethered an emotional leash.  It amazes me, how somemen just don't get it.  Women are gifts.      


Member Since
May 2008
Charisma R said:
posted on Jan 22, 2010
Thanks,

I won't roar too loud.

I should clarify something...the sex thing would only be with my husband, of course. I was thinking that instead of using it as a weapon which I never did, I would use it as a tool to get a happier life in the home.  Maybe I would be more adored and respected if he got it a little more.  I don't know, what do you think?
Thank you for saying we are gifts.  That is a pleasant surprise!


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Oct 2009
p. bernard leclerc said:
posted on Jan 22, 2010
Charisma

No, don't count on it, but I can tell you, house cleaning, dishes, vacuuming, picking up the clothes, taking care of the kids - that I believe is the real foreplay for a married woman - when she sees her man doing  that, what is to stop her from doing him a few favors? 


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May 2008
Charisma R said:
posted on Jan 22, 2010
I am so curious now

of what kind of person you are because you have such insight which really shouldn't be that hard for men to figure out. Thanks for the chuckle.  That would be a very long wait for me to see my man doing those things. And I couldn't help but notice that your avatar is a Lion.  Ironic?


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Gina Pertonelli said:
posted on Jan 23, 2010
CARISSA

xoxoxo missed you girl!!!!!!!!!!!! so good to hear your stories again. I can totally relate and I'm really happy to hear that you, my dear, are happy in your job. Your hubby can be frustrating but all men can. TRUST.


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May 2008
Charisma R said:
posted on Jan 24, 2010
Hello, Gina Sweetheart!

Thank you so much! I hope to finally catch up on some reading and follow up with everyone here!  :)


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p. bernard leclerc said:
posted on Jan 25, 2010
roaring butterfly

I'm perhaps just as frustrating as Gina would say we all are.  Then again, I could be Lion. 


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Aug 2007
Brian Childers said:
posted on Jan 29, 2010
there's my grrrl

Hey grrrlll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LTNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *air kisses*