i was 12 when my parents died. and i had to be incharge since then. I had to decide some house plans that may upset some people. This is what i did. House 1(My house): Me, Lyro, Makyra, Tomas, Jonven, Netira, and Aryla. House 2(Lyeto's House): Kasandra, Lyria, Nereta, Victor, and Kentuk. It wasnt easy, and alot of them protested, but eventually we got used to it. The houses are 60 metres away in the same land area, so it wasnt a major issue, as we could go wherever. I wasnt very smart but i had to understand what to do by myslef. I stopped everyone from going to school, and said we would all learn together. At the age of 14 everything seemed to be changing, as people were becoming older. My youngest sister was already 2, and she will never of known her parents. I regreted never listening to what my father was teaching me. In June of 2008, i decided to do my own research on the computer. We were very fortunate to even have the internet access. I spent 6 months in my room Learning about everything possible. It was a journey through my mind in many ways. On my 15th birthday is when i came out again. I couldnt describe the feeling. But i felt like the smartest person in the world. Also before that point i couldn't speak english. I practiced by chatting people online aswell. I decided to go to school. I also allowed my family to go aswell, but people had to stay home. I beleieve going to school, helped alot aswell with my knowledge.