This word document is exclusively for me and only me….thisis not a diary by any means…never mind it is…perhaps thinking in my head andarguing in text makes this less of a diary and more of some kind of insane worddocument. In conclusion, this text is an insane word document exclusively forme…this just added at March 2, 2010…this is an attempt to mind rapepeople…prolly end of just being one person…oh well this intro is going to endup being really long >:P
February 20, 2010
Shecame over today and we watched the Terminal (Tom Hanks-itwas about him stuck in a terminal trying to get to New York…it was long Ireally stopped paying attention halfway because there were too many thingsgoing on and it was just long…but the ending was alright so it’s ok) I had avery nice time with her. I want to change up how we meet next time, perhapsactually go do something, I will wait until my paycheck is consistent, I willhave to take her out to dinner for real one of these days. She is a very goodhearted person with right moral values….so I think lol( this is my text and Iwill use slang…cause I don’t care…cause I’m exclusive owner of this insane worddocument) Anyways she is doing ok with the future undecided and unwritten.That’s all I have for tonight. I will have to get up tomorrow and studyphysics…and I won’t make this document lie…I will erase this part if it doesn’thappen to make is truthful as I can. N173
February 22, 2010
I started my work today at Russ, it’s pretty straightforward, we got some food from Dr. Handgartner(I think that’s how u spellit)…anyways what I wanted to talk to was about…well I went to sleep….
Feb 26, 2010
Best day of my life…kings table…. pool…her…finding nemo….
Feb 27, 2010
March 6, 2010
She spent the whole day with me working on homework and thenwe went to the library and Elsa’s (I didn’t eat, she got herself...grr) cameback watched ratatouille, and then...fucked up…awkwardness after…but u can’ttalk out awkwardness, all you can do is wait it out (but until the huge fuckup, this day was amazing, I felt very close to her the feeling was extraordinary)
March 11, 2010
I visited her in the library, she seemed different frombefore…I don’t know what is wrong but I will find out before break, at least Iam determined to find out before break…(I have learned to let go so nothinghappens to me, I am going to play the game again even If I have to be him, Iwant to find out how far I can change myself and who she really likes, I wantthis too last though…we’ll see, another day another opportunity to begreat…ignore and talk to others…
March 20, 2010
Masque…hotel room red roof, pictures pretty much explain thenight...and our little outing at 2am(will remember)