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why i tried to kill myself 

Date Range: 06/12/2014 To 06/12/2014   Comments: 2 Views: 370
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Hey my name is mike and i just want to tell every one how i feel i grew up in an abusive home and other kids at school never liked me but when i started getting older i realized girls didn't like me ether and it crushed me emotionally i started burning myself cutting myself piercing myself and crying all the time it landed me in the mental hospital many times and i even tried to kill myself when i was 19 years old (still a virgin) i was waiting my whole life to find a loyal girl that will actually love me for my true self and not how i look on the outside then finally came the day after 2 years in the mental hospital struggling with my emotional problems came the day i lost hope and took enough medication to overdose 20 times i guess i lived and people say im lucky but i feel this intense hatred for a second when ever i hear that because i still feel very hopeless to this day im 24 now and thoughts of ending my life have became usual threw the years but i have reasons to live that i still haven't figured out like that thin red line of hope i may actually live a happy life and one day and my worst fear that i may die alone had never experiencing true love....  thanks 

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Jun 2014
Megan Rebecca said:
posted on Jun 18, 2014

I read your story and it would be great if you would email me. Megandaley8@gmail.com. I feel you're pain and it would be nice to hear your story. Thanks 

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BetR NotoKnow said:
posted on Jul 17, 2014

You should never hear what people say about you ! everyone has a reason to be here and none of them has choose this life or his family and not even his appearance,  I emailed you and i know what you are feeling i have been through this since i was 4 and i still do in my 18th year...