I am so happy to see you today but you seems like you don't want to see me. When we agree to go see one of our friend, I walk right behind you and you are not even one look behind to see if I was there. When we were suppose to leaving you keep coming back to talk to friend and leave me hanging out alone. When I asked you whether if you want me to leave...you said " you can go, don't need to be here/ wait " ....I can't believe after I waiting for you, you just dissed at me like that... Then I try to tell you what I think, you just turn back and said it is my fault again and again. Even the magazine you make a big deal of it. You put word in my mouth that I don't care and don't see it is important ..I am tired of this bu..shi...

I don't want to cry anymore. I will stop loving you !!! I must be strong !! Story of my life. SAD BUT TRUE !!!